I have been trying to describe what submission feels like, or more accurately what it is to feel submissive, to someone who doesn't know or understand it. It is amazingly hard. In speech, expressing our emotions, our desires, we call it a 'feeling'. "I want to feel submissive." "I am feeling submissive." Phrased like that, … Continue reading What's in a feeling?
Sorry about all the radio...err... blog silence. It was a necessary evil in order to diminish stress and protect my mental health. I started a new a job back in September, and it's been super stressful (verging on, no, actual teacher abuse, ... but I'll stay off my soapbox here and leave that story for … Continue reading Radio Silence
This summer has been weird, confusing. I wish I could say our new life is shaping up to be exactly what we wanted, exactly what we thought it would be, but that couldn't be further from the truth. The last two months feels like a lifetime's worth of choices. To make a long story short, … Continue reading My upside down summer, and what to do about it.
I'm always in search of a better, more perfect anal plug. I'm sure it exists out there, but I haven't found it yet. My most recent purchase was the njoy pure plug. They are solid stainless steal, smooth, and high quality. All that steal makes them heavy. I got the large. It is 11 ounces, … Continue reading Woman seeking perfection
minnie has earned an allowance! One free orgasm a month! Master still maintains complete control over when and where, but minnie gets one freebie. Additional orgasms may possibly be earned. Stolen orgasms - since they all belong to him - get punishment. My first allowance was granted this month, August. I'm still edging pretty high … Continue reading An Edgy Allowance
My mom and sisters have been visiting all week. It's been a great treat, especially since they are flying in from across the country. It has given me the family connection I needed after moving two states away. They do not, however, know who I really am, minnie. They know my vanilla self, the child … Continue reading Stuck in a rabbit hole?
I'm perched on the end of the bed, laid back, legs spread wide with each knee tied to the corresponding bed post. The position holds my pussy wide open, putting it on display. The binds are tight, and positioned up high enough it doesn't matter how hard I kick, there's no moving out of it. … Continue reading A punishment, a humiliation, a fantasy
It is the beginning of my 5th day of full edging, and it is getting harder to contain myself. I am mindlessly rocking my hips most of the time, and dripping wet when nude. Last night I slept with the cuffs on, tied to the corner of the bed. In fact, I am writing this … Continue reading Just before sunrise
Wow, I can't believe how long it has been. (So much for my 3 posts a week rule... oops.) I am still here, however, and have so much catching up to do. There were so many great prompts I had really wanted to participate in, some I even half way wrote out early. I will … Continue reading Hello world! I am still alive, and I have missed you!
I can't believe it's been a month since I last posted. So much has happened, it feels like forever. We have made a few weekend trips, both trying to get this move settled, and for relaxation and fun. In one we engaged in some pretty satisfying fantasy and kinky play. (I'll tell you more later. … Continue reading Busy, busy, busy