Embarrassing... Have you ever been embarrassed to ask your partner for something sexually? Have you ever had an embarrassing sexual moment? Is there something about yourself you are embarrassed to show or share?
I use to be embarrassed to discuss my sexual fantasies. Once, long ago, I was embarrassed even to admit that I had them. Entering into 24/7 D/s changed that in me. I’m not sure why. Maybe I felt I wasn’t being submissive if I didn’t tell my Master? Maybe I just finally accepted them as okay? Maybe I was so hot and turned on all the time I couldn’t keep my mouth shut? Whatever it was, the embarrassment is gone now.
At the beginning of our D/s I didn’t stop bringing up my fantasies. Some were secret desires that I’d long held, but never admitted to. Some were more recent, brewing slowly in the back of my mind. Some were very fresh, brought on by our power exchange and my new freedom. Some even surprised me. There were so many, that we couldn’t possibly live them all out, not even just the simple ones. There simply wasn’t enough time! There’s also a limit to what we could get away with when two teenagers live right outside your bedroom door.
My fantasies have quite the range, everything from consensual non-consent (which surprised me), to acts of humiliation, to voyeurism (an oldie but a goody). Most of my favorites all have to do with bondage and voyeurism. And, of course, I am always submissive.
I’m not sure what Master did with all those fantasies, but I’m sure he has them hidden away somewhere, like precious gems waiting for a rainy day. 🙂