My life has brought about a lot of changes lately. I have moved… twice-ish. Bought and sold a house. Started and stopped jobs a few times. 2019 was a transformative year for me in a lot of ways. I recently made another major change in my life, and am beginning a new phase. It has been a struggle mentally to allow myself to change, and will probably continue to be one until all my fears have been subsided, and I am squarely into a new role and routine.
My D/s is my foundation, and my Master is my rock and my guide. I am learning to put myself, and my health first on my list. This isn’t something I have had the luxury or habit of doing over my life. My life has been about survival. It is a weird transition with emotional reactions I can’t always explain.
As I step into this life, I am questioning how and where I spend my time, my energy. What hobbies and activities should I carry forward? Which people belong in my life? How does all this make me feel, and what am I getting out it – is a common question I am asking myself. If the answer isn’t positive, I am dropping it.
This brings into question my blog. I’ve been doing it for a year, and invest significant energy into it. I get new followers frequently, and love to read the comments and posts of everyone out there. But I also want to know that what I read is useful to others, that it is not just white noise in the vast field of blogs on D/s.
I’d love to hear, going forward, what you want me to write about. Now, tomorrow, in another week, a month. Why do you read my blog, and what interests you? Do you want to hear more about our dynamic? Do you want to know about my little side? My submissive side? Do you like it when I post more educational or informative information, resources, random meanderings, or would you prefer more kink?
Let me know in your comments, questions or emails.