We have been on quarantine a bit longer than the rest of the state. We got sick (especially my Master) just before everything took off, that is before they acknowledged the virus was moving through the community. We were put on quarantine by the doctor without a test available. So we've been locked up here … Continue reading Our #staythefuckhome event (not a post about covid)
The next two topics given by 30 Days are probably the reason I haven't been moving forward in completing these topics; topic 25) When a D/s Relationship ends, and topic 26) Is 24/7 Right for You?. I do have good reasons though, ... sort of. My first excuse is that neither are experiences I have … Continue reading Two Topics I don’t Want to Write About
I've dropped off in writing toward my 30 days prompts, which yes, has taken me a year *ahem* a bit more then 30 days. But hey, I write what I am ready for! 😛 This prompt is about Drop, for both the top and bottom. Sub Drop - Sub drop consists of a variety of … Continue reading From On Top to Sub Drop
I don't know when I last had an orgasm. My best approximation is the middle to the end of March. My Master decided to start a denial period at the beginning of April, however, that isn't when I last had an orgasm. We had already been edging for a couple days before that, but I … Continue reading What Orgasm Denial can do for you.
This post is all about sexual vocabulary, so grab your notepads and get ready to expand your brains. *Disclaimer: There's no great big book of the proper sex vocabulary and their definitions, (OMG, I should totally write that.) so this is of course, all based off my interpretation and experience from life, the kink community, … Continue reading Edging versus Orgasm Denial, what’s the diff?
The bed. The couch. His knee. A pole. The floor. His shoe. His words. . . . All things I would fuck at my Master's command. And probably cum too. My training continues, and has developed. My Master can edge me quite a while now, fuck me harder, longer, and in more positions. I maintain … Continue reading Can you guess what these things have in common?
We entered into our full-time power exchange over a year ago. When we did, daily maintenance spankings instantly became part of our morning ritual, which in turn evolved into my daily collaring. Our ritual consisted of three parts; inspection, impact\spanking, and mantras. Each step was designed with intentional thought, driven from some need one of … Continue reading Morning Maintenance Spankings: A year-long reflection
When my Master comes in the room, I feel his presence. I feel his power. He has a dominance over me that makes me quiver. I turn to mush. I am innocent and little, and a total submissive whore. I am what he wants. Adaptable. Malleable. What he wants, of course, is me. Raw me. … Continue reading When a man comes to town
*content warning: explicit kinky sex I woke up angry. I told him as much. I told him I wanted to be bad. Very bad. "I've got a treatment for bad girls," he said. You start by cuffing their hands behind their back, and opening their legs with a spreader bar. You throw them in the … Continue reading How to take a bad girl and make her into a good girl
Last summer Master put me on a monthly orgasm allowance. My orgasms have never been my own, at least not since I submitted to my Master about 19 months ago. Since then, I have been under his full control when it comes to both sex and orgasms. I don't get to decide when or if … Continue reading No more allowance for me