Yesterday I got dressed up. Not much, but for the quarantine and shelter-in-place orders, it felt like a lot. I put on bright lip stick, sharp eye liner, pulled my hair back. I even wore booty shorts. They bring Master's eyes to my ass a lot. I was cute. Super cute. It was cold outside, … Continue reading I can’t help it. I get bored.
I got a little mouthy, and got punished. I was putting on my make-up when he told me to take off my shirt and bra. I did. This resulted. I didn't know it was coming. "You're not allowed to wash it off. You'll wear it until it wears off." I did as I was told. … Continue reading Mouthy Whore
I'm generally surprised about how full I get when my Master uses my mouth as a cum-hole. It can't literally be that much cum, not in volume ounces. Yet, somehow I am no longer hungry, and could easily miss any meal. Deliciously full.
Last night I asked one too many questions about exactly what would happen if I did fuck myself in the middle of the night. "If you made yourself cum, you'd be punished," Master went on, but I already knew the answer. I suppose I wanted to hear him say it, describe it just to prove … Continue reading The state of things.
I think I was always submissive. No one has ever seen me that way, and would probably think the opposite. I am known as a fighter. People have thought of me as someone who wants things my own way. It isn't true. It never has been. I just share my thoughts and ideas, while others … Continue reading I am what you made me.
We're finally in one house full-time. Whew! I haven't written about it much, but this has been the longest, most stressful move ever. Since we made the decision to move to CA last May we have been back and forth more times then I could possibly count - like honestly I have no idea how … Continue reading You can see me at the pool.
This is a real question I have. No, I'm not talking about topping from the bottom. Nor am I talking about my dynamic specifically. It might be more accurate phrased differently. Especially since I can hear your knee-jerk reaction. I heard mine. Hit the table, knee still hurts... But seriously, if you know anything about … Continue reading Can a submissive train a Master?
Punishment, or more accurately, your use of punishment is a major element in any power-exchange relationship. That doesn't mean you should definitely have it. It does mean you should definitely talk about it, have negotiated norms and expectations around it. You should also leave room to renegotiate those terms as time passes and your dynamic … Continue reading How to use PUNISHMENT to shape your dynamic effectively.
The amazing thing about kink, and being in this community, is that we all had to fight to get here. We all have a kinky journey of self acceptance and love. You know the story, it was the one where you had an inner beast to overcome.
This is my third post in a series on subspace, as promised, though it is a bit later then I intended. With my imposter fears, I almost abandoned the thread all together, but when I saw it half done I remembered how important this particular story is. I learned my lesson the hard way, but … Continue reading Do you abandon safety in subspace?