My Master’s plan for my orgasms

If you've been reading my recent posts, you already know my Master told me he was considering a 6 month period of orgasm denial for me. Also, if you have been reading my blog for very long, you would also know this would be almost impossible for me. Much like collaredmichael noticed in his comments. … Continue reading My Master’s plan for my orgasms

What Orgasm Denial can do for you.

I don't know when I last had an orgasm. My best approximation is the middle to the end of March. My Master decided to start a denial period at the beginning of April, however, that isn't when I last had an orgasm. We had already been edging for a couple days before that, but I … Continue reading What Orgasm Denial can do for you.

Edging versus Orgasm Denial, what’s the diff?

This post is all about sexual vocabulary, so grab your notepads and get ready to expand your brains. *Disclaimer: There's no great big book of the proper sex vocabulary and their definitions, (OMG, I should totally write that.) so this is of course, all based off my interpretation and experience from life, the kink community, … Continue reading Edging versus Orgasm Denial, what’s the diff?

Can you guess what these things have in common?

The bed. The couch. His knee. A pole. The floor. His shoe. His words. . . . All things I would fuck at my Master's command. And probably cum too. My training continues, and has developed. My Master can edge me quite a while now, fuck me harder, longer, and in more positions. I maintain … Continue reading Can you guess what these things have in common?

No more allowance for me

Last summer Master put me on a monthly orgasm allowance. My orgasms have never been my own, at least not since I submitted to my Master about 19 months ago. Since then, I have been under his full control when it comes to both sex and orgasms. I don't get to decide when or if … Continue reading No more allowance for me

The state of things.

Last night I asked one too many questions about exactly what would happen if I did fuck myself in the middle of the night. "If you made yourself cum, you'd be punished," Master went on, but I already knew the answer. I suppose I wanted to hear him say it, describe it just to prove … Continue reading The state of things.

An Edgy Allowance

minnie has earned an allowance! One free orgasm a month! Master still maintains complete control over when and where, but minnie gets one freebie. Additional orgasms may possibly be earned. Stolen orgasms - since they all belong to him - get punishment. My first allowance was granted this month, August. I'm still edging pretty high … Continue reading An Edgy Allowance

A punishment, a humiliation, a fantasy

I'm perched on the end of the bed, laid back, legs spread wide with each knee tied to the corresponding bed post. The position holds my pussy wide open, putting it on display. The binds are tight, and positioned up high enough it doesn't matter how hard I kick, there's no moving out of it. … Continue reading A punishment, a humiliation, a fantasy

Just before sunrise

It is the beginning of my 5th day of full edging, and it is getting harder to contain myself. I am mindlessly rocking my hips most of the time, and dripping wet when nude. Last night I slept with the cuffs on, tied to the corner of the bed. In fact, I am writing this … Continue reading Just before sunrise

I won’t do it again. Pinky Promise.

I was rummaging around over at Rebel's Notes, and rather enjoying my reading when I came across her most recent post. It was a response to the following question. What have you done sexually, that you would never do again? I'm not sure where she got this prompt, and it's not the kind of soul … Continue reading I won’t do it again. Pinky Promise.